The Heart of Man - Roundtables, Season 1 Episode 5.
"I wonder if one of the greatest truths that I and people like me will hear is that God is with me in my darkness. That God is with me in my shame. And that he's with me in my addiction, in my pain, in my unsettledness, in my woundedness that I don't want anyone else to see. Entering the cave is entering the battle ground of my recuse by a God that has been here all along."